I almost have gotten to the point that I really dont care anymore, Just tired of knocking on doors, I layed in bed the other night thinking how many Doctors we have been sent to and I lost count at 40,, yes 40 over three p0lus years, IVIG, Pulse steroids, RITUXIN, Nothing made a diffference, Rituxin almost killed me,, had a severe reaction to it, my PCP tried a fentanyl patch, anothing reaction, just tired of dealing with chronic infections, and this constant losing battles with the medical community, but I havent given up tottaly yet,, yes my dog gives me laughs, when hes awake,, loves to lay on the floor with his head right up against a electric heater, hes gonna fry his brain someday if he hasent allready