yes,abaski, thats exactly what i wa thinking, but after i pee;ed the wallpaper and painted in every room, changed the carpet, hypo alergenic beddings, i still have problems.. im talking sores on my arms and chest, my right ankle and neck swelling, ive had 3 biospys, blood tests , cultures done, the last biops said bug bites.. ok. we had the house tented. the problem with that was they tented for termits and subterainian termits, but all the other bugs are thriving on termits carcasses!! its so gross to look in the window sills and see dead bug parts, especially when i vacumn 2-3 times a week...lol.
this house was in serious disrepair when i got back here, this is the house i grew up in , by the way, but i havent lived here for 20+years.
slowly but surely im going to figure out whats wrong with me, im not gonna be sick! im so horrible if im stuck in bed and cant walk, thats so not an option.
i do pretty well as superwoman, ive rearranged furniture i shouldnt have been able to lift, im very strong.. and to be weak at any time makes me nuts!
i went to a beautiful hotel on shell beach recently and that did so much good, only problem is i cant afford a 5 star resort for very long, ya know?
im lucky my dads not 'bad' for 85, in fact he still drives. ( i do keep an eye on him, as long as hes doing ok, i say let him!) so i can leave for a week or two and him not be in danger, but when i get back, the house is so beyond trashed it almost isnt worth leaving.. this house is like 2,200 sq ft, its huge!! i hate to see a beautiful house get run down.i find beauty in the smallest things, i firmly belive if you take good care of your things, you'll get better things.. hehe..