thank you all for your kind words and your support. you don't know how much this means to me right now. You guys really are part of my family!!!!
I was stupid...had to live with them, but they did this to me 10 years ago.....they never talked it over with me they wouldn't ....Mom is never wrong and would NEVER apologise for anything ever ever ever!!! so it is me who went to the door on Christmas day and said hey lets make this work....just so happened they asked me to move in as I was breaking up with my ex of seven years....stayed for less than a year mended...or sort of without discussion....swept under the rug sort of mend.....moved out met Marc and thank God for him. I lived on my own for four years with the pain and one of which was with him. I then had to move in with them due to the surgery and Marc moving to Kingston....but my mom seeems to think I have lived with them for five years
I just don't get it.....and she casts everything up. I tried to be calm and talk things over but she just makes it all about her and makes me think I am calling her bad things and that she is a horrible mother.....which is absolutley not what I said....she said ok, this converstaion is over it is going nowhere and I can hear the venom in your voice...WHAT???
I have essentially looked after her for the last four months due to supposed depression.....hmmmmm she is depressed fills scripts but dosn't take pills then when I leave she says it's good to know I have you to count on when I am ill...??????
oh I don't get it but
how does that saying go burned once shame on me burned twice shame on you??? don't know but it was me mending the family tht caused this again.....should have not tried to come back home, but then I would still be in an abusive relationship with a real jerk....hmmmmm......live and learn.
Thanks agian guys and it is a loss their loss, loss of a daughter who hopefully fingers crossed will be engaged and married soon!!! I am just glad Marc's folks are rational and would never dream of doing such things to anyone nevermind family!
anyhow I ramble yet agian!!!
My heart is filled with your love and support
and the dog that bit my mom's leg is my new best friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!
love and hugs to you all,
Victoria