Hi my sweet friends....

This time Im not angry, not suicidal... not sad ! Im just weird... I think Im hypomaniac or very close to be...

Does it sound very weird if I tell you I feel like having 2 souls right one ?? One is making me cry and the other one is making me feel excited...

Some months ago I was going on a trip to see a concert... Maybe you remember that's one of the very few things I still like to do... But it was cancelled and I had that airplane ticket opened... I lost money but whatever, Im using that airplane ticket to go to Texas (Dallas, Austin and Houston) next week... Leaving Saturday, coming back home Thursday... Im going to see 4 concerts.... If God helps me...

I feel freaked out... First... because they cancelled me twice THAT concert, so, I dont know... I think they left me some panic you know ??
Also, I feel nostalgic... I feel sad because I always travel alone and that's just a reminder of my daily solitude...
I feel nervous because I HATE the process of travelling... I HATE hotels checkings in etc...
And also, Im feeling excited because I want to see my band you know ??

So ! I think my body cant handle all these feelings together...

Anyway... I needed to talk, PLUS, Im feeling weird, PLUS you are like my family and I needed to let you know Im going to this adventure...

Thank you for reading !!!

P.S Im going to post this at the bipolar forum too, so, please forgive me if you like me, visit both forums and find this thread twice