Hi my sweet friends....

This time Im not angry, not suicidal... not sad ! Im just weird... I think Im hypomaniac or very close to be...

Does it sound very weird if I tell you I feel like having 2 souls right one ?? One is making me cry and the other one is making me feel excited...

Some months ago I was going on a trip to see a concert... Maybe you remember that's one of the very few things I still like to do... But it was cancelled and I had that airplane ticket opened... I lost money but whatever, Im using that airplane ticket to go to Texas (Dallas, Austin and Houston) next week... Leaving Saturday, coming back home Thursday... Im going to see 4 concerts.... If God helps me...

I feel freaked out... First... because they cancelled me twice THAT concert, so, I dont know... I think they left me some panic you know ??
Also, I feel nostalgic... I feel sad because I always travel alone and that's just a reminder of my daily solitude...
I feel nervous because I HATE the process of travelling... I HATE hotels checkings in etc...
And also, Im feeling excited because I want to see my band you know ??

So ! I think my body cant handle all these feelings together...

Anyway... I needed to talk, PLUS, Im feeling weird, PLUS you are like my family and I needed to let you know Im going to this adventure...

Thank you for reading !!!

P.S I posted this at the SOS forum too, so, please forgive me if you like me, visit both forums and find this thread twice