Went to the big girl, big city hosp yesterday to see the fancy neuro. He told me I am definatly in a flare and offered me steroids. I said no. He offered several DMD choices and I said no. He offered me a new MRI and I said ok, but only if you can give me better drugs. He scheudled an anesthesiologist to go with me. I asked him once again "are you SURE this is MS?! and he said "stop saying that! We dont dx by mistake or just because its convienent. we would NEVER dx you unless we were positive you have MS" *sigh* one of these days I might believe him. I dont want this stupid disease.

Its snowing...again. the cleaning girl called to resched...again. The cat isnt feeling well...again. The husband is grumbling about living in NH...again, but he doesnt want to move from here...again. its going to be one of those days...AGAIN!