I could be wildly crazy, but I wonder if Blue Majo introduces her two souls, maybe they will hit it off and cause less stress.

I think we all have a duality or plural to our personalities. I have my positive risk taking side and my negative worry wart side. I too had times I felt weird. To be honest feeling weird can be a tough row to hoe. I also had people around me acting like I was weird. This can lead to isolating oneself. I was happier as a hermit, possibly because acquaintances usually let me down. A small handful of friends who accept you like you are are golden. Be sure to latch on when you find that. Life is easier when you can be yourselves.

The weather in Houston has been cold sweater and jacket weather. Austin will be a little colder and Dallas colder still. Could warm up though so layer up so you can peel down. Houston can be rainy at short notice so bring an umbrella. Have a wonderful time. If you have trouble with English I would try to read it in my rusty old Spanish.