OMG ~ I'm so very sorry for your pain. Nothing is worse than having to bury your child. I just cannot imagine the pain you're in. I've lost my beloved husband, and I lost my granddaughter ~ but thank God I've never lost a child. I just cannot imagine it. No one can unless they've walked in your shoes.
Saying "I'm sorry" doesn't seem like enough ~ but I don't know what else to say. I really AM sorry. I wish there was something I could do for you. I will say prayers for your healing. All you can do is take it a minute at a time. A day at a time is too long. I wish you the very best ~ and God bless. Hugs, Lee