So hear ya, so understand Tam
They miss their Mom, their daughter, their significant other as they knew her. Its like living with cancer the rest of your life, miserable at times. Pulling yourself up by the bootstraps and plugging along.

Yep, 12 years of this now...most family understands Im hurting and cannot no longer do all the things Cyndy used to do. I know they miss the ole Cyn but I do the best I can and re-training the mind is a b***h. They do offer family events at their homes and the cooking now. Yes, the daughter is the one that is arm lengths.

They get tired of hearing about it. I just keep low and attend when I can and in bed when I have to as not to subject them to the misery.

Even Phil gets so tired of driving me, doing things for the house, for me, gets angry. I just pay people to help me now so he doesnt have more on his plate.

Can I say, its a pisser?