Well, Julie -- I know this special type of VEEG is a GOOD one and it's used frequently .... but I'm just as frightened of it as M
As I've said before, on March 6 I go back to the hospital for another regular VEEG and I'm terrified they'll say I need the special one
Will I have the 'gumption' to sign the papers?

That's some silly, imaginary fear, isn't it, because I'll sign more surgery papers in a heart beat.