Hi. I am sorry for your pain and dx. Are you under the care of a doctor who deals a lot with rsd? I am thinking your out of the US? Are you under any treatments or meds? I can relate to the depression and why I went back to the psychiatrist. I still am depressed and anxious but it has helped to a degree and would suggest if you can go. Do you have help with your kids? I mean 5 kids for anyone is a lot so with this condition I can't even imagine. Hang in there.