Sometimes I think we feel like we have to always have something big to strive for......or look forward to......or we have no "purpose" in life. I don't think this is realistic.

I have nothing big on the horizon. Not that I know of, anyway! But I'm happy. The word that comes to my mind most frequently is "content". I'm content with my life. It might not be what I envisioned but it's what it is meant to be.....and I'm satisfied with that. Some things I can change....some I can't.