Hi Debbie,

For the life of my I can't find any fault with the way you feel, other than the frustration at not remembering what you've read.

From what you describe you do indeed sound content with your life. What's wrong with that? Isn't that what the majority of people are trying to attain? Contentment?

I envy you a little bit because I know I will never be content. I will always be going at it 100% (as my situation permits) and pushing the envelop as far as I can get away with in life.

I think then, it is I who have the problem because I keep coming up with new dreams and pursuing them rather than being relaxed and content.

Am I making any sense here? Well, it won't matter because by the time Debbie reads this far she will have forgotten what this post is about anyway.