I have had myoclonus since about 8 years old am now 26. I have arm and neck jerks that are very painful and annoying but mostly embarrassing. Cant even hold a cup of water. Am always tense and stiff and very anti social. I feel like I'm trapped inside myself because i want to be normal but cant. I am extremely intelligent but is useless since I can't handle much without hurting myself or things. Is there anyone else like this if so please contact me asap i dont know anyone like me.