I hope that even IF you don't post? That you find others with your specific or, as often the case non-specific issues. So, please read around and find your corner to be in.
I have found so many folks here to be life-savers, in terms of kindness, understanding and also knowledge as to what you 'have' and how to deal with 'it' and all that comes with 'it'.
People are mostly super kind here, and they also understand the frustrations of having a problem, or many problems!
Soo, don't be shy here? No one is too super egotistical --most of us just want to help others such as you get a handle on some corners of your life, so you can get along and do it better! Why? Because we've been 'there' wherever it is, and why should others reinvent that silly old wheel?
Hugs and hope truly! - j 's!!!!