My fear of not being able to take care of myself. If I ever get to that point, I will have to go in a nursing home. I don't have any kids and I can't imagine any of my nieces or nephews taking care of me. I still drive but very close distances, no more than 20 miles. If the body goes and I still have my wits about me, I don't think I will be able to cope. I would still have my memories of when I could physically do things and that would make me miserable. I'm miserable now because I can't do the things I did 2 years ago.