well, I have finally "graduated to 2 canes. It's breaking my little girl's heart to see Mommy like this. She was only 4 when I got sick, and she doesn't really remember me any other way. Life has sure cheated her, huh? I'm trying to be the best Mom (and dad) I can be for her, and the guilt I feel for failing her, and my older two children, and now my granddaughters, is staggering! I should BE there for them - but, alas, my body has other plans, and this road God is walking down with me, although unfamiliar, is one I know the Master is taking me on for a reason. I trust in Him and love Him more today than I did yesterday. My Great Physician will heal me as is according to His will and in His time (:0}.