things were hard for me when i was younger and inexperienced with the ignorance that comes from youth. i felt crushed, even though much of it was self-inflicted. its funny how things are harder for me now but i do not feel crushed. age has made me wise enough to try my darndest with all that i've got.

if anyone feels crushed, i hope you give it time. getting older and learning from mistakes and becoming wise is its own reward. at the end of the day all you can say is I have made mistakes but i learned and try as hard as i can.