I guess I would be mad in your shoes too. It seems nobody calls you what you want to be called. Call yourself a human, God doesn't care what your name is, he knows you just the same. Your friends know you and your name too. Get rid of the toxic people, as I am trying to do in my own life. It does all get to be too much at times. Don't let the name get you down, those who truely care about you will understand your sensitivity. They are the ones who are worth your time and consideration, not the ones who continue to be mean. ginnie