Really tired and depressed.
I got a credit card in December at the store in the mall and neglected to keep track of paperwork. I owe money. Cant reach them by phone ---- long story. I will have to go to the stupid mall tomorrow to pay the bill.

Was going to go somewhere tonight with a friend. Have to cancel. Can't deal with much.


I'm spending my day off trying not to go to sleep. This is sooo not logical. It goes against nature -- to be so self-destructive about not sleeping on purpose. I'm getting upset about this.

M.