Oh Wish I hope you are feeling better now.

I recently did the same thing, Said goodbye to a friend but I don't feel bad about it. Like you, it had to happen.

She lives right next door, so we just smile and wave now.
She was toxic and would be nice then mean to me.
It is better this way for me.
But I am sorry it happened with you.

I am impressed that you have artistic skills. I'd love to see your work.
Maybe someday you'll be able to post it here

Hope