Thanks Cy, I am being a bit of a drama queen

. I suppose I am a bit on edge... testing is tomorrow. I hope so much that some conclusions or answers can be reached. The time frame for "things getting better on their own" has passed. After all this time, disability - physical, emotional and monetary - and frustration, I want to know why. And, if possible, stop it. Or, at least try something new.
I realize this may be asking too much, but I can hope...
Thanks always for listening and helping...
Meredith