This thread is beautiful! It shows how concerned we are for oone another. Carey, you are an eloquent speaker - I know there are times when we all grope around in our heads for words that never reach our tongues, but the way you expressed yourself here shows that you still have it.

Not only do we need listeners, we need vocal ambassadors to share such experiences as described here. Like you said, Carey, you wish someoone had listened earlier. I'm so glad we found this place (and BrainTalk) before it was too late.
Hugs!
Peg