Catra,

This is just terrible. Cry, all you want and rest as much as you can. Try to stay calm (you may be passed this point, valium should help with this), Use heat, a warm bath just comfort yourself as much as you can. BUT...

You really should go back to the ER, and tell them your pain is so bad you want to die, (not kill yourself). Call your pc doc and tell him that you think you need to be admitted to the hospital so you can be seen by the appropriate doctors immediately to get your pain under control and find out what is causing the intentsity of your pain. Nobody should ever suffer like this, I am so sorry. LISTEN to your body. God Bless, keep posting.

Jeanie