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Originally Posted by Rrae
Your responses are packed full of good stuff......so much so that I'm gonna print out this thread and stuff it in my purse as I must deal with how I'm going to handle an unexpected situation.......cripes  when a death in the family happens, our worlds must come to an abrupt STOP and most of my distant family member have NO idea how 'disabling' I am becoming....
Only my immediate family are the ones who see me curled up in bed wishing I could just fall off of the face of the earth   ......
I am in NO condition to travel that's for #@#$%*& sure!
I can't 'boo hoooo' to my relatives about "MY" issues...for crying out loud my COUSIN DIED..!! 
I'm practically having a mental meltdown because I can't be there for people who need support.....I can't even feed my horses anymore....I can't BE ANYBODY!! 
Can someone just stuff me in a BOX and Fed Ex me to the funeral?
Could it just BE THAT SIMPLE!!!!!!
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate all your input.
It really means alot to me
Doc.... thank you for that funny 'visual'....I feed off of humor. If it weren't for humor, I'd be a gonner by now, that's for sure.
Hugs to all
Rae
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Rae;
Is it possible it is your SCS in your back that is getting your atttention? The mere fact that a 'foreign' object..it is positional..I only say this without any medical findings,because I KNOW my SCS is in my back..lower left hip with leads up inside my spine into shoulder blade area, as I can feel it..not exactly pain all of the time but sometimes.. just an ugh, restricting, sore feeling.. and I know that it is in there! The rest of your "I've had it feelings!!" seem like your fustration of your constant pain..and I am really sorry for that fustration.. we relate, I hope this helps you!! Just a thought..
Hugz, Kathy