It's really nice to meet you! Welcome to the NeuroTalk forums! You'll find plenty of people here who know what it's like to live with pain. I'm sure some can help. I hope you become an active member here, and look forward to seeing your posts in the future!
BTW, I have a sister who's middle name is Sue. When we were kids, we used to call her Susie-Q all the time. She hated it...
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