Im back !!!

I was so sick.... OMG, first, the cough, then the flu... my throat was severly damaged due to my acne meds plus the flu... I couldnt talk and I was soooo tired... Missed plenty of days at the lab... etc... Not to mention I have been feeling blue/sad... yep, I think my hormones are playing with me as theya re still not resgulated as they should be...

So, as weird as Im feeling, I think it s good that at least I know or realise Im "feeling weird" and that it is due to my hormones and meds and that it is not the real me... If that makes any sense...

Lab is crappy as usually... experiments are not cooperating... I thought I had found something and now ? NO ! it is not reproducible... Plus Im taking this class about Neurochemestry and Im always falling asleep !!

So, in general, having rough days... just hoping they will turn brighter soon !!!

Oh ! I almost forgot to tell you... Im going to blame my hormones, they made me feel weird during the 2 shows 30 seconds to Mars gave in my country... I felt so sad... and, didnt enjoy them as I was supposed to... Oh well, on a positive note, I gave the bass player a scarf and he loved it, he is using it in some pics I have seen... LOL

I also wanted to say, that even when I was feeling so lethargic and tired, I kept you all in my thoughts and prayers... I missed you so much and even when my mind wanted to come here and talk, my body wouldnt let me !!! argh... bodies... sometimes they are more annoying than minds themselves !!