Although I lurk, it has been complicated lately. I did want to let everyone know that I am around. I miss chats, the long time friends...making new ones.

The most difficult issues are trying to work with my lumbar herniation's, ostephytes, and TOS of the butt I call it. Instead of just my neck and arms, it is going down the legs too. All hunched over. I need to get back into aqua therapy and massages.

I have to crawl out of the car and go on the insurance claims most of the time. I try to act normal when people see me.
A few weeks ago I had tractor trailer fuel tank damage and had to lay on my back taking the photos of the fuel straps. I laid on a large cardboard they put down...then waited for dh to come in from his smoke to pull me out on the cardboard.

I opened my own PI business too for the boys to carry on later. I mostly advocate for Mom's that were in abusive relationships and are trying to regain custody of the children. With no home, the "father" retained custody even though there was abuse????

I know De would be so proud that I help so many kids. I do monitored exchanges and visitations too.

Our youngest, is now 15, she is my blessing. I remember on the old forum she never slept at night, Jean told me as soon as she is a teenager she will; and she does. My grandson now 5 1/2. He loves his Mamma, my ds is rearing him on his own...dil is living apart.

We miss our Angel so much, I miss that my grandson will never remember her. He goes with me to the cemetery, and takes care of the flowers and things we have there. He calls her his Aunt Sissy. My younger dd still can not visit.

Her cats are still here with me. The oldest she had at home when she was 14 passed away last year and that was difficult.

I amwaiting any day for a decision in litigation in De's estate and hope that justice prevails. My heart just aches missing her and wanting something positive to avail it.
I keep you all in my heart and prayers.
Love
Di