Thanks for sharing your story Cricket. It really helps to hear everyone's stories and that's what helps keep me focused on getting better. I'll never be like I was...but I focus on that I WILL get better. And I feel so blessed by all those around me who keep me strong and who make me feel normal while still helping me through. This has been a very rough 4 weeks since these NEW symptoms popped up and it really makes me think that no matter how bad things are...they can ALWAYS get worse so you need to cherish all the small things while you have them.

One of my cross stitch friends gifted me a chart called small miracles and I can't wait to start it because it reminds me of how important it is cherish the small things.

Thanks again for your reply. It really touched me.