It's so true Ms. Alffe. A fight for your life. Dysthymia, chronic depression, is something I remember dealing with since I was a child. But when you start having major traumas, it easily transforms into your first major depressive disorder. And once you've had that, you're likely to have it again, and then again, and then again, and each time seems harder to surmount. Just as you said, traumas, big and small, just keep adding up until the cork pops!

I think that's why so many people with depression land in here from time to time. That major depression is so difficult, but then...you know that all too well my dear friend.

And yes you're right, it is like a fight for your life and that fight is difficult to maintain when you're in the throes of the depression. Add that to any family history of depression and anxiety, suicides and voila.

It's difficult to literally drag yourself to an appointment with a therapist, but I think therapy is a lifesaver. You just have to keep looking until you find that gem of a therapist. And remember there are people who love you. And that everything will be alright.