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Old 02-26-2011, 07:06 PM
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Originally Posted by AintSoBad View Post
I choose.
To be worried, or to be happy and what? Free?

Yea.

I have no reason to worry, BIG DEAL, I got rsd, four discs, TOS, and more but I won't go on, I must say though , that all these give me reason to LOOK AHEAD! AND BE POSITIVE!

While I won't lie, I cannot do so everyday. Today, however is one I can!
Yesterday, was not, I was face down, but, still looking forward to a 'New Day' a 'New Life"~!

WE can't get down on ourselves because of pain.
We're not broken,
We're Beautifully Broken!

So MANY have it worse.

When my Dr or his nurses ask me about my worse pain, my least pain, or my everyday pain,
I can only say this.
Lowest, about 4.
Medial, about 7.
Highest, (and they tell me, on a scale from one to ten, many tell them much Higher than 10! I think, how can anyone be so uncaring? Always, someone has it MUCH WORSE than us! I give them a 9.5)
I'm , after 27 years of this, and other things, have difficulty thinking anyone with only rsd, could be SO selfish, even after seeing the suffering on TV, that they could rate themselves a 10+!

I don't know, who do they think they are, but I'd suggest, that they count their blessings!
That's what I try to do.
Even at my lowest.

Get out and help a church/synagogue/charity!!!!!

You'll feel SO much better about yourself!

Oh well, some will never get it.

Peace on all,
w/love,

Pete
SO natural to feel lost, scared, fearful, sad... as natural as brushing our teeth each day.. We have new normal..one we have not choosen for ourselves.. No practice runs here!!! As much work as it is to keep our spirits high eachday..we must also reserve much energy to continue to fight..manage our day or future its a hard thing knowing we haven't a solution for our disease and management of it is where we must pour our focus... Reach for the lighter side of our new life..stay hopeful inspite of our odds..as thru prayers and the kinder easier simplier parts of life are now essential... take time to smell the beautiful flowers and fight the saddness..so not easy but it is so important to our longevity...we are blessed to turn to our family here..a place you can scream and be yourself..we all understand the devestation of the pain of our RSD...bless you all!!!

Hugz to all...

Kathy
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