scared scared scared... part of me wishes i never had this operation, i was sent home the day after surgery no xray done no pain killers given the pain felt as if i was being stabbed in the chest,couldnt breathe or relax nothing, the next day i was back in hospital with a lung infection they kept me in for 5 days now i am at home breathing getting there just cant get rid of this scared feeling i am not sure if i was supposed to post this on here guess i just needed to voice how i feel right now,,feel kinda silly troubling a bunch of strangers no disrespect just need someone to talk to you know, am i supposed to feel so stiff and numb will it get easier xx