Alffe I'm so sorry about your friend and your daughter. I never knew.

Acceptance is hard, grieving is hard and I know it takes time. Maybe if I had time to say goodbye to my mom but I didn't. She wasn't feeling well so I stopped on my way to work to see if she was okay. She was missing my dad so much and I know she felt alone at times. But neighbors were spending time with her and helping her through this. And then I got the call that she was in the ER. By the time I got there she was gone. I never had time. Time is so precious and I should have made time to stay with her that day.

My mom must have been very special to God. I wanted her to stay here with me but it wasn't my decision. It was her time. And she made time. And I didn't.