Well the latest is that we asked would he rather just go to school or go to sea world and he said sea world, so we'll see I am asking the teacher to ask him in school to see what his answer is to her. Because we could just as easily just keep him home. I am sure she will listen to my concerns and get to the bottom of this indecision he's having. I just took a ativan, hoping it will calm the anxiety down a bit if not in a little while I am going to take another .5....Thanks for caring, you ALL make me feel so much better.

ETA: thanks waves, I do have some flexability in how I can take it, I took two .5's the other day and today so far just the one, but if it doesn't get better I am going to take another one...Thanks for caring hun, I really appreciate your thoughtful reply. It helped me to put things in perspective, there is a time frame...Phew, it's gonna be okay.