mike the worse thing you can do is fear for your condition. I never believe doctors when they tell me I'm Ill and low and behold I've been paralized twice and recovered, I've had hep C and recovered and I've had a stroke and fully recovered. The cosmic law the makes faith healing is "as you believe so shall it be." Try a bit of faith it works but don't let fear get a hold of you. It is a mind poison. It's easy for us highlanders to say this. Didn't you know us highlanders are immortal. May peace be with you brother.