You raise some salient points. I just think there must be something wrong if I life my current life asleep.
I can't stand my life since the strokes, etc,I just want to run away. I sleep like a rock, but have become an "unperson."

The thing is. Most people (like my spousal unit) try to understand, but as you know, they have no idea through what you are going. I take a veritable PDR during the day. I have looked into going off the grid and running away, I'm typing stream of consciousness, sorry.


Lately (of course I am afraid to sleep) have just halfway been hoping I don't wake up, then I get scared that I won't. Basic diagnosis he's nuts.

This post makes no sense, but thanks for listening. Danger Will Robinson.