I'm with all of you...retired, not by choice. The doctor made that choice for me...then disability followed immediately. I didn't want to accept it at the time, but now, three years later...I know it was for the best.
At first, I kept thinking I was going to get better...like as if I had the flu, or a broken leg, or something!!??!! Now, I realize this is simply my new life. It sucks, but I try to be the best I can under whatever the current circumstances are.
My heart goes out to each and every one of you!