i am so sorry you lost your job. it sounds like you worked inside a good ole boy type network. we have those in texas and i have experience with disrespect and discrimination.

although i hardly ever questioned what was wrong with me i did have friends who assumed there must be something wrong with me. i try to see myself in other people's eyes but it's tough. instead of not being on the same page i am often not on the same planet. maybe therapy will help you understand these good ole boys and relieve some of the stress. i don't know what will make them understand you.

it is disconcerting when even your friends think something is wrong with you. for me this passed as i eventuually found a good job where i am appreciated as i am. that is the best outcome in employment. i wish this for you addy.