thanking you all for your advice.
i have my scs braclet, letter from consultant and i intend to contact my airline this week.. that would be nice to be bumped up to first class to avoid freaking passengers out with my beeping unit and bright blue wires hanging out of my charger!!
tonight i am not in the humour of sitting charging ( meal out with hubby and few glasses of vino) so i asked hubby to bring over my unit which says i am 1 bar away from no power ( 12 hours since i last charged) left in unit but my hand held unit says i am at 3 out of 5 bars!! which one is right hand held unit or the charger?? i thought both should be the same!! yet another question for the rebellious scs user!! either way tonight the bold teenager has decided since i have no kids home and a few glasses of vino that i am not going to charge so what will happen???

yesterday i spoke with my sis who i am going out to and explained how excited i am about the trip but at the same time letting her know that i am not able for going out too much and hope she understood that i had to charge up every night and allthe other lovey stuff and by the end of the call she sounded totally freaked and i can only image what her bionic sister will be doing on her visit!! will i be an embarrassement with my crutch or walking stick (yet to decide which i will bring)

God im sorry today/tonight not sounding great maybe i am over thinking this whole trip but all of a sudden i am scared to step outside my comfort zone!
yes we are all made see a shrink before scs maybe we should be given the option to see someone after!!

ok good night all and sorry for going on .. just nervous i guess!!