They tell me all kinds of things about this machine, and I have been in it several times. You could show me side by side the measurements, but my brain wont let me relax. I become a basket case. Its not a matter of will power or meditation or whatever I simply cannot calm down. I know its irrational and I know I am being a big ol sobbing baby, but im trapped and I feel like I cant breathe and my head is locked into this contraption and im just sobbing like a big ol girl in there. its really sad to see. Maybe its the room the Telsa3 one is in, or maybe its the staff in that room, or maybe its the smell I dont know but something triggers me as soon as I walk in the room. Even if its not my MRI day.

I have made separate field trips to go see it on days when I am not scheduled to be in it, and I have had folks show me how roomy it is, and I have seen videos with 2 people in it (mom and child) and man ontop of woman and I still dont think I can do it. If my MD was demanding I have one, I would skip it all together.