Originally Posted by catloucle

Hi, Kitty
No, I'm not really doing very well. My sister's funeral is scheduled for March 21st. (Why waiting so long? Her husband won't say much to us-her side of the family) Whatever....going to Sacramento again next Saturday. I am going to drive this time. Going to my brother's and he will continue the drive. My fear is not knowing how I will react. The funeral is more than 2weeks after her death. I am afraid this will wipe out any healing progress and send me back to square one. Plus, I am going to scatter my husband's ashes in the Pacific Ocean on the ride back.
God, this is not going to be pretty. Be ready for me when I get back...thank you.