I am taking the chicken little way out this time. I normally pep talk myself and try to calm myself and sob my way thru it, but im tired of having a stiff upper lip. I tried very hard to NOT have this MRI, but they insist. I say if there are no changes this time it will be a long long time before they get another. I am not drug seeking, and I am not looking for a day of a legal high, I really dont want to go there, so if they demand I get in the tube, they can just knock me out please.