Dej - I can relate to how you feel. Luckily for me, 0.5 mg of lorazepam works wonders. However, one time I was so nervous I took 2 of them. I started to fall asleep and kept jerking (as I normally do in my sleep). They had a hard time getting the "pictures" and we're going to have me come back another day. They finally got it. Phew!

From now until then, try to self talk you way through the anxiety you are feeling right now. Things like, I've been through this before. People do this everyday. It's only temporary and only a short time out of my day. Things like that. It does help keep it in perspective. Also, come on here and keep posting and talking it through as we are all here to help you through this and will be cheering you on.