I'm listening, Jana! I think I'm also afraid that if I ask my neuro, he'll say, "Well, I'm not sure you really need that..." That would be such a blow. If he doesn't realize how sick I am, I don't want to find that out right now! And he might not realize it, because he has never seen me at my worst, even though he believes me when I describe my symptoms (when I told him I was getting bad, he got me admitted for IVIG).

I think I'd better talk to the psychologist about this tomorrow. I think that I am still doubting myself, and part of me is wondering if I'm exaggerating my symptoms. This is a disease where you have to take it easy when you're feeling fine, so it messes with my confidence--even though no one is suggesting I'm not for real.

Abby