Hey waves...

You are so right... I say the same thing more than once every week... (or day !) I wish I could just live ! instead of deal, think, work, stress you know... ? I wish I could live in a black hole and just do... nothing ! eat maybe... listen to music maybe... but dealing with jobs, people is too hard for me 90% of the time... Then I take a deep breathe and realize I have to keep "fighting" you know... we are here... that's it. Have you read the sisyphus myth ?? we are just like that... living ok ? If we have a better day, great, if we have bad days, they will be over soon... but life is just normal... sometimes I guess I just waste too much energy trying to be happy or even normal LOL and keep dealing with all the things I hate but I must just live.... Does that make sense ??

Also, hun, always remember, things happen for a reason and in the right moment.... So, if you need to find another job... well, that's because that's the best thing you need right now

Hang in there. I leave you so much love and hugs !