Vi is correct. I am a great cook, and my meals are fabulous, but I am so exhausted, sick, and struggling lately that many things have slipped. Cooking is only one. I dont know what happened to my husband, but it seems on days I dont feel good even tho the house is full of great choices, he cant seem to figure it out. I guess I could go back to prepping my own freezer meals. I guess I could have a talk with DH or I guess I could sit down and figure it out for myself how to nab one day a week for meal prep, and freezer runs. I used to do that all the time, but lately I feel very bad, very tired, and my stomach is so nauseous that just the smell of food prep is making me go green.

Spoke to DH who said he would love to give it a try for a spell or two, but then said "what if she cant cook as well as you do?" OMG! its not about yum factor when I am sick, its about being able to feed HIM! I admit his response brought out some anger in me that he wasnt jumping up saying "but honey! If you cant, I will! dont worry about it" but no, his response was to worry about the ability to match my cooking!

Im going to chew on this for a few days. its not the money, altho it would hurt me financially. I can eat cereal on days I am sick and be happy. or scramble an egg, but DH has that small child face that says "what about me?" Maybe I should stop worrying about others and just take care of me.