You know, You all talking about how much you hate your DMD, honestly, makes me feel slightly better about my harsh, negative feelings towards my DMD.

What I am saying here..
Is that I literally have to do hours of talking myself into taking Rebif (It usually comes down to my boyfriend harassing me about it so badly that I go crazy and take the darn thing), I hate it with a passion, and feel so guilty for hating it because years ago there was no 'DMD' and I am ever so fortunate to have been diagnosed in the time era of us having this drug.

But here's the thing..
I honestly don't believe it's working.. I have been on Rebif for over 2 years now, and have had MULTIPLE flares each year.
PLUS it really bothers me that I am stabbing myself and injecting a horrificly painful drug 3x a week, that's damaging my skin, and organs, and it's so new still that they have no clue what it is going to do to the human body after 15-20 years of it being inside of that human body. its scary.

Like I said I am thankful they have these dmd's, but I am just not seeing good results, so it really makes it very hard for me to stick with the drug. I have talked with my neuro about it multiple times and he freaks when I say I am considering dropping off the DMD and seeing what the au naturel route does for me. And I still to this day experience side effects for my Rebif, shouldn't my body be used to this drug by now!?!