Brokenwings, Thank you .I already tried for SSDI and all the other things and I dont qualify yet. Im not sure what Im going t do. My Drs appt didnt go very well like always, He said how pretty I am but he is so sorry that maybe next month or longer we would talk about putting the stimaltor in my neck the base of my skull. I never wanted to do this because of the chances of making a mistake but Im gettting there. He said that I have had so much done and nothing has helped so he wants to wait to try anyhing. I asked him about that block he said oh yes you stay in the hospital its like what we did before. He doesnt want to because he said the insueance wont cover it because it didnt work before. Bad day and Im not done with appt today. He just gave me more meds and said to hold on and he knows how hard it is and that everything I do is around this but my son is always first his kids went to school with my son. My son for the first time is telling me he is mad because Im so sick and alone. The dr said it takes someone special to handle the pain level and still see me. My boyfriend does but hesnt here.

Ill see what I can do thank you for the help............Have a good day Ill check back later tonight. Brst to you Karen