Hi Alfie, I read that site that you put on the thread. The idea of suiside is discouraged. I am not suisidal, and yet years and years ago I joined a group for dicussion. I just planned for a future choice. I have been at too many bedsides to think that a hospital will do what you wish. My father convulved in my arms from pain. He had throat cancer. There was not enough pain relief even with hospice. Nope, that is not what I am going to do if I can help it. ginnie