Krank,we have all been where you are now! I also just lost my Mother this month! I have also (not that I am proud of this)been thru 2 divorce's. My oldest son which has had my only 2 grandchildren will not even talk to me? The crazy thing is he will not even tell me why! My pain level almost every day is about 7-9! I know that you can make it,please have alot of trust in this site,and all of the great people on here that are more like a family than one will ever know! If you want to please remember you can alway's pm me! With lot's of concern and hope! Breezy55!